Photographic Evidence

Eduardo! My pumpkin this Halloween. Appropriate, right?

The first snow of the year, as seen through my attic window!

Here's a video from the first snow too:
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=513092067741

fuck.

My dad just called me. He was crying hysterically. He's falling apart.

I can feel the numbness coming again.

Nap Time

Hey guys,
So I just spent the entire day sleeping. It was ridiculouuusss. How does one sleep for 6 hours straight in the middle of the day? I think my body was pretty run down from these last two days. I stopped wearing my neck brace two days early and have only been taking my pain killers when I absolutely have to. I hated wearing it, everyone kept asking me what was wrong. Alright, so anyway....It's Fall Break! I don't have class until Wednesday. Vince, Amy, Mal, and Emily all offered to take me home but I kinda just wanted to stay here and do work. So I have some big news:

KAYLYN IS COMING!!!

My dad bought her a plane ticket and she's coming for a week during Thanksgiving Break!!! I can't even begin to describe to you how god damn excited I am! Alright, that's all for now Beau just got back to school from home and I want to seeeeee him. MISS YOU GUYS!!

Vicodin and Flexiril

Yup, that's the names of the pain killers and muscle relaxers I am currently on. I just got back from the hospital and I have to wear a neck brace for a week. I look ridiculous and hilarious. I don't want to wear it but it actually feels good so I might just do it. Although, I have to stop taking them tomorrow so I can go out for Bin and Ash's 21st birthday parties. As a house we're throwing Bin a little party with cake and then taking him to the bar for the first time ever (we made him do his first shot at midnight tonight) and the girls/boys are all going out so Ash can go to the bar (legally) for the first time ever. I'm sure it'll be fun, I'm kinda pissed I have to be good and not go nuts because of this stupid neck brace.

You guys would die laughing. I was sitting in the waiting room of the hospital with Vince just laughing at my ridiculous luck. I can feel the vicodin kicking in now, bed time. Love love looooove, you guys!

Stairway to Heaven

So, before you hear it from someone else: I fell down the flight of stairs that lead up to my room yesterday. From the veeeerrry top step. I tripped over Penny (completely sober) and fell all the way down on my spine, elbow, neck, and head. I couldn't move my arm for a few hours. I chose not to go to the hospital because I wasn't sure if anything was broken and I didn't want to waste a hospital visit since we don't have insurance. I woke up today and my whole body was stiff. My neck doesn't bend backwards or to the left and I might have fractured my elbow based on it's movement abilities. I KNOW I should have gone to the hospital today (my dad, Vince, Char, and my mom all yelled at me) but I have an 8 page paper due tomorrow. I NEED an A in this class. I'll go to the hospital tomorrow. I promise.

30 Camels and Some Rupees

Daaaaaaaaan: Are you alive? I haven't heard from you in about a week! No emails, no fbook messages, where art thou? Well, since I haven't spoken to you in many a moon I have news (sorry for the repeat Breeze)...drumroll pleeeease:

I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!

Did you poop your pants? Me too, kid, me too. I am happy. For the first time in weeks, I am really happy. I tried my hardest to push him away and he just waited patiently for me to be ready. Wanna hear something sickeningly cute? We've spent the last two nights together and last night he went out for his best friend's birthday, he invited me but I couldn't go because I had to work. He called me after I got out and tried to charm me into coming but I was sleepy (plus I went out the previous two nights, eep!) and needed a nap, at least. So then he calls me again two hours later to see if I'd changed my mind after all, I told him that my liver felt like it was going to drown so he told me he was going to come over after he was done kicking ridiculous people out of his house. So, he comes down at like 2 am and crawls in bed with me, he gives me a gigantic hug, and kisses me about a thousand times and says, “I missed you tonight, I wish you could have come out with me.” Now, this may sound like a little thing to you two but this is big for me. I don’t date people who tell me how they feel and the words “I miss you” are relatively foreign to me (coming from people I want to say it). And you want to know the weirder thing? I missed him, too. AFTER A DAY?! Really? Is that how this works? I kinda forget what it’s like to be really into someone. I just want to hang out with him all the time…well not all the time, because I’m me…but more than I want to hang out with other people.

Jeepers creepers, folks!

Mr. Blanco

Well. This is him. You can friend him on facebook. Buuuuuut, don't judge me. He's a mess of a boy and ridiculously drunk and unphotogenic in about 90% of those photos. I'm so happy you put those pictures up, Bree. Dan where are yours?!

Lacing Up My Sneakers

Helloooo folks,
I feel weirdly fine today considering the occurances of yesterday. My mom moved out and Scooter died (my dog, Dan). I feel like I should be really upset or something but I feel nothing. Is that bad? Char and my dad called me a few times but I just didn't feel like dealing with it. That's probably not the mature way to handle it but they don't call me "Hit and Run" for nothing.

When the going gets tough I hit the pavement.

I thought I would outgrow this habit but it turns out I've merely gotten better at justifying it. I'm not sure how I feel about this yet... maybe someday I'll mature up and learn to handle situations but what if I'm like this my whole life? Is that a bad thing?

Well, since I decided to ignore my home situation yesterday I spent the entire day keeping busy to keep my mind of off Bakersfield. I hung out with Vince and Emily alllll day. I even made them Sopa de Fideo (I found fresh mexican cheese in Wal-Mart!!! For the first time in 4 years!!). They loved it, especially Vince. He just kept saying, "this soup is diivvvviiiine!" Then, I was supposed to close the coffee shop but another boardmember covered for me because Mr. Whiteman asked me out on a movie date; a double date with his best friend/best friends serious gf to be precise. I was a wee bit nervous because we've been really down low about our semi-relationship. Meaning I haven't really brought him around my friends and he hasn't brought me around his either. I love that we're taking things so slow...gives me a chance to get used to things and not freak out. The movie date went okay; turns out there's not much time to talk in that type of situation, so no real time for me to feel awkward (which you both KNOW I felt...typical me). He held my hand the whole time since I'm sure he knows I was weird about it too. Well, I'm starving I'm going to go home and eat (I'm writing this at work. Paid to blog? Yes, please)

Oh ya, tonight is some big "Senior Blackout Night" at the bar. Apparently, there's some series of crazy bar nights planned for the whole school year when you're a senior. Who knew? The school even works out drink specials...weird. All of us soccer kids/groupies are going tonight. It should be fun. I shall tell you stories in a day or two.

Dan: I'm so sorry I wasn't on Skype on Monday night. Our stupid internet keeps going down because of the crazy storms we've been having the last couple of days. Typical Meadville.

I MISS YOU GUYS!!!